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lemoriFirst round of treatment went well. If my body adjusts well over the next few weeks, hopefully I can start getting some answers.
Initially, I was nervous that I would have a reaction similar to the incident at the cardiologist. I have no discomforts surrounding the idea of death, but it is still an uncomfortable experience to feel as if you're on the brink of it during a procedure that should have been relatively mundane. I didn't have anyone to accompany me this time either, so I would have to just wait it out on my own. I kind of wanted someone to sit with me for once, but it's probably better I do these things by myself so that no one worries or has to take time out of their busy days. I know that just because I am often idle, it doesn't mean everyone else is the same. I think it would be a little selfish of me.
The room didn't let in much light; all the blinds were closed and on the opposite wall from me. I drove the three hours home during the night, and now it's storming outside. It'll be awhile before I see the sun again.
Initially, I was nervous that I would have a reaction similar to the incident at the cardiologist. I have no discomforts surrounding the idea of death, but it is still an uncomfortable experience to feel as if you're on the brink of it during a procedure that should have been relatively mundane. I didn't have anyone to accompany me this time either, so I would have to just wait it out on my own. I kind of wanted someone to sit with me for once, but it's probably better I do these things by myself so that no one worries or has to take time out of their busy days. I know that just because I am often idle, it doesn't mean everyone else is the same. I think it would be a little selfish of me.
The room didn't let in much light; all the blinds were closed and on the opposite wall from me. I drove the three hours home during the night, and now it's storming outside. It'll be awhile before I see the sun again.
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